i want to believe you when you tell me everything you say. i want to get excited about everything great that’s yet to come. but how can i if i don’t believe in myself as much as you do, or feel like i deserve any of it?
i don’t think i’m as great as you say. i don’t think i’m good enough to achieve what you think i can. and i hate disappointing you more than i do anyone else, in fact i feel like i already am. you may think otherwise but i can’t see it. i don’t know why you would think otherwise.
i’m sorry i’m letting this get to me. i’ve never been able to handle stress that well.
